A trial in being…
A guy. So after two long term relationship that lasted five years each, and the fact that I’m inching closer to thirty, I’m going to act more like a guy. Meaning no emotional attachments to guys that I am dinking around with.
I’m currently starting a long term fwb with a yummy red headed (damn red heads for haunting me) twenty-fiver year old. I saw him last night and my state of mind was its just sex. No cuddling, no emotions, just sex. Which I must say I find it interesting how most people who do this sort of thing like to to kiss the other person. I have nothing against kissing and really do love it. It’s just that it kinda trips me up because of the whole emotional attachment thing I’m trying to not have. As some of us know a kiss can invoke a number of emotions. Anyways looking forward to having him again as he was great and we are both getting what we want sex.
I’m also talking to another guy via emails . He is nice and sweet and has a cute lil kid. However, in the week that we have been talking, he seems to want a serious relationship. I’m not looking for serious right now, I’m looking for fun. However, I did say I want a distraction and I will have my “distractions” one way or another.
Another thing is that I’ve been listening to The Sex Nerd Sandra podcast and OMG I love it. So many good things I’ve learned and the interviews are great. Sex positive. Love it. So I’m also kinda of also engaging in my sexual self more. Just wish they could do some things up here in Seattle as we have a huge nerd/tech culture up here too. So yeah go Team Fun.