January 5th, 2014 around 3:12am
Grumpy Bear for a week
Its that time of year again. The time were I am more of a grumpy bear than normal. I even change my FB profile pic to reflect that. That means by birthday is right around the corner. I leave the 20s and enter my 30s. I have no problem with that since I’ve started to act more like an adult for the last year or so. I think I was subconsciously prepping myself for adulthood whatever that is. I know that means being responsible, but it doesn’t mean marriage, kids and a career. As 98% of guys on this planet are not my type and that small 2% that would be well I’m not there type, marriage and kids are not in my adulthood at this time. A career would be nice but as most in this shithole country wont hire someone without a degree means no good job for me, even if I have 5 years of reception skills under my belt it apparently doesnt mean shit since I dont have a degree that says I know how to press a button on a copy machine and can properly greet someone over the telephone.
So until things change which I doubt they will I can expect to be unmarried, childless and having a shit job at least for another five years if not well into my Fifties. So a happy big 30 to me in a few days but I’ll be too much of a grumpy bear to notice, care or exist. As we all know that birthdays are a fake idea.